Saturday, May 30, 2009
30/05/09 Wintery Thoughts
Hmmmm.... Ventured into this accidently and I lubba lubba it ....
I venerate old age; and I love not the man who can look without emotion upon the sunset of life, when the dusk of evening begins to gather over watery eyes and the shadows of twilight grows .......... by Henry Wdsworth LongfellowMade me rendezvous about the things that once I liked traditionally
the old age bit hit a nerve .... reminds me the old fashion way of how simple things used to be ...
when you fall in love .. you fall just in love without having to go through the rollercoaster rides of emotions, doubts, uncertainties and the cognitive dissonance.
I begun to think that as we grow, we lost touch with our inner feelings... I forgot how emotions actually swept me away into hopes, dreams and faith ...
Old age is polluting me, I guess ...
I tried to recall my first time of everything ....
my first bicycle ride .. first rolercoaster ride ....my first job ... my first day at school, college, universities ....
my first date .. my first kiss...my first crush, my first BF ...The images were pretty hazy .... and so were the feelings ...
the first breakup didn't seem as earth shattering as it was... nor does the breakups that came in line after the first ... but the recent one is engraved deeper than the rest .. and I wonder why ...
30/05/09 Freedom @ A Famosa
Argh .... I ranted for weeks about wanting to be there ... beoz of many reasons like ... Fery Costen was spinning ..... Most of my biatches and botches will grace the dance floor and dive into the alcohol pool .... Yet, the lastest update comforted me .... LOLx... the event was a super suckiez ....
My 2 best biatches got lost .... they were supposed to take the exit out at Simpang Ampat / Tampin ... they ended up at Ayer Keroh ....Not surprised at all ..... I'll be surprised if they'd turn out right ....
Hookayz.... Enough of Commercial Break...
I need to zippo back to my last Assignment... Wootz ... Individual report on my group assignment...... need to write bullocks on group dynamics, strategic communications, conflict management and yada yada
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